11.27.2013

Depuis le début

Dead Jazmin, by Blackbird.

"Acid rain falling from the sky, chemical burns blinding my eyes.
I've lost every star into the darkness, i've broke every promise.
I'm sere to the bones, and this hell is taking me down.
Rain's gonna stop... Anytime." Blackbird, Sept-2013.

I see her, yes I still see her. 
Next to me, talking about love, death...
Her lipstick smile, I still remember our pinkish dreams about love, lust, death. I still hear her voice, sometimes.
Ecstasy, glam, smoke, life.
We never lived anyway, it was just a lie.
You still sitting next to me, sometimes. Sharing with me your candies, sweet poison.
Remember when you told me i was unique?
I do.
I still hear our laughs in this now empty room. My heart.
I see clouds of pastel smoke, pink, blue coming off our lips...
I have this recurring dream of us running faster than our lives, running or escaping.
We didn't mind.
I don't mind.
Do you remember...
Forget, nevermind.

xo. Blackbird.